HUMMMMMM...............BIG....and I mean BIG thoughts!!!!!
How does somebody find their "true self"? The question is posed alot in certain scenerios, places and times. However, do we ever really, really ever----->GO THERE?????? Think about it.....do you want to really, really know who you really are and have you ever actually met that person? I don't remember her.........My life started when I was 20....how about yours? Was it taken over by 'aliens'???? or were you one of the 'LUCKY' one's and played hard and sowed your oates till about, say.....28 and then took the big plunge of ADULT HOOD!!!!!????? I wish I had been that lucky.....but then again I wouldn't have my prized artifacts that go along with starting early...........hard knocks, truth about credit cards (no debt now), MEN-that's a whole other post.........I may vary off on that just a tad, wisdom, patience, NO WHAT I WANT IN LIFE......you know; the usual platitudes you hear of the 'oh so wise'...........Back to the 'true self'-finding one's true self could mean a host of things to you or the next person; however, I guess to me-it would have to mean finding that one little thing that finally satisfies me and tells me in my sick little head that 'your gonna be O.K.'! That's what I want with 'true self', inner being; knowing that I can walk through life knowing that I'm doing it because I'm Happy........full of life...........not angry..............fulfilled.............and most of all, loving myself and anybody that I might just happen to let into my Sanctuary!!!!! Wouldn't that be awsome? Big? It's gonna take me many, many sessions with my therapist to get there...........but I like a CHALLENGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace Out!!!!!.............. U2: Let's get "ONE" with it.........
