Am I worthy?

I've been consumed by wanting to know who and what I may have been successful in my life for.......yet, I've been searching in the wrong places; trying to succeed in the wrong sects: trying to impress the wrong people.......when it was all right in front of me.........the whole time.

A journey is needed in life if you've never had one.....a Journey To "Who the True You" is. Sounds hokey....sounds cliche.......but, in all actuality, it' s true. (And if anyone hasn't ever done it or experienced it, or even tried it for that matter, they are either waller'n in their own bitterness, or they are making life for everyone around them a LIVING HELL!!! Ask my former constituents!!!!)

The journey is long.....it takes months; years....may even take a decade. Patience is needed by others around if this is going to work for you or THEM. The truth is; the journey will be worth it for all involved if it is truly meant to be life changer........a game changer.........

Finding out if you are worth the life that has been given you on this Earth is something that only the person inside can find and discover the true answer. Yet; we question........we analyze.........we accuse..........we blame..........we deny....we deny even ourselves of some of life pleasures to just make it ALL LOOK GOOD for the outside to see......but where is the worth?

Am I worthy? Hell, yes! I'm worthy......took me awhile......but I know I am......but I am worthy for the one thing most important.........and that is my true, inner happiness in my heart. I know my children give me that, for sure. Unconditional. Without a question..........

I also know that when the passion is there in a relationship it is worthy.......worthy of the effort....the effort to make the move to just give truth and honesty to the other........worth IS WORTH something isn't it? (Don't make me question this because my journey has been long and strenousous.......hard.......humiliating........humbling..........yet euphoric........)

So yes.....I'm Worthy.........Give me some time......I'll give you time.........it's worth it........we are worthy. Peace Out....Luv!
(A little Doobie Brothers for everyone.....South City midnight lady
I'm much obliged indeed
You sure have saved this man
whose soul was in need
I thought there was no reason
for all these things I do
But the smile that I sent out
returned with you)